Monday 19 January 2009

daily outfit





boots: marc jacobs..
jacket: camden market.
tshirt: Murakami Takashi.


In Japan tattoos are pretty much taboo. They're associated with the Yakuza, you can't go to the gym if you have any, visit hot springs etc.They're becoming more popular I suppose. It's pretty fucking cool though when you meet a japanese guy who not only shaves his head with a razor (again not done here) but goes and puts a tattoo on it too, to boot! Stick two fingers up to the masses!

Sunday 18 January 2009

Saturday 17 January 2009

inspo...

I've been so fucking busy since I got back into Tokyo I haven't had time to sit down and write...and so much has gone on already. Hell flight back...ended up in Korea by accident....got free Marc jacobs boots.....befriending japanese gay guys with head tattoos who made me smile....oh, new marc jacobs bag...french lunches at The Penninsula...westwood sale.....running down Ometesando at 3am laughing and holding hands, stopping at Dior amazed at the dress in the window...

inspiration at the moment.....french MEN, sun kissed jamaicans with views....boldness, japanese trojan skins, gay new york rap, laughter, etc










Saturday loves:

* Natty.
* Marco DaSilva.
* Sakurako smiling.
* Japanese homeless men who play Gameboys.

Saturday boos:

* Anti climaxes.
* Too much sushi.

じゃね!

Monday 5 January 2009

You
You

You are still a whisper on my lips
A feeling at my fingertips
That's pulling at my skin

You leave me when I'm at my worst
Feeling as if I've been cursed
Bitter cold within

Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Without you
Without you

You are still a whisper on my lips
A feeling at my fingertips
That's pulling at my skin

You leave me when I'm at my worst
Feeling as if I've been cursed
Bitter cold within

Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Without you
Without you

Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Days go by and still I think of you
Days when I couldn't live my life without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you

Beautiful.

You are amazing Francois <3



ps how do I upload youtube vids? I can't seem to do it :/

...the end and the start....

So my little adventure in England is coming to an end. I've had the best time! It's always so good seeing everyone and this time, when I'm going back to Tokyo leaves me confused about what lies ahead etc. I haven't taken so many pictures to be honest and I'm glad. I just have great memories as always. To be honest...I don't even want to share them that much (sorry guys).

Lesbian and I in her gorgeous flat in Leeds.


Mr Jp who came in from Belgium to London for the new year and who I hadn't seen for over a year and a half. Was so fun seeing you Jp :)


jilldo and jp werking the cam...

see you in 6weeks in Tokyo jill :)

drinks with Cat and Amie in Notting Hill...


Let's just say I LOVED being down in London this time. More than ever before. I don't know if it's from being homesick so much and being so far away in Tokyo or what, but it is seriously up on the cards as a possible place to live if I come back.
To be honest this trip home has kind of thrown me. I don't want to go back to Tokyo if I'm honest and that feeling alone has left a huge ?????????????????????????????????????? over what I want to achieve/expect from this year.

I know some things though....
* I want to do more traveling this year.
* I want to feel more physically and mentally balanced. I want to find peace in myself.
* I want to focus on the next stage of my life...whatever that is.
* I want to be less materialistic cos let's face it - I am :p
* I want to be more creative and explore creativity.
* I want to broaden my Tokyo circle of friends....I have definitely shut down over the last two years I think.
* I want to continue to try and move on from certain people in my past.

Things I don't want to do this year....

* mess people around,
*spend obscene amounts of money on myself.
* waste time.
* be bitter.

I think London took it out of me as I woke up yesterday with a cold/the chills you name it. I was supposed to have a farewell dinner with friends and i had to cancel it. Two weeks has not been enough to see everyone. I'm upset about that but I suppose that's how it goes sometimes.

Dreading the flight tomorrow though. I'll probably arrive in Tokyo dead the way I'm feeling now :/

じゃね!