wistful.

You're my playground love. 

You're the piece of gold that flushes all my soul.

I haven't felt right for a while now. But I think that is changing. And changing for the better. I think so much more is becoming slowly clearer to me and I'm starting to find my way again.  I like that. And I feel like I've been waiting for that feeling for a long time. I thought at one point it had disappeared but I know it is there. 

Why do people say this film is depressing. It's so beautiful.